a penguin goes moo.

2007-10-07T19:12:00.001-07:00

once again, i am lost and starting over. how can i plan for my future when i dont even know what i want right now?

2006-04-07T11:07:00.000-07:00

here we go again. and it never gets any easier. april is just a weird month for me. i wish i had known earlier... maybe there is something i could have done...i need a hug. i need a lot of hugs.life goes on...

2005-12-25T18:07:00.000-08:00

posting because kevin is bored and wanted me to post. and im bored too, so i went through a bunch of old entries, and its funny how things change. i think maybe i'll start writing in a journal again because its kind of fun to be able to see what you were thinking years and years ago. and blogger because its the least read of the three (lj, blogger, and xanga) 'cause it doesnt have the friends/

2005-04-18T18:18:00.000-07:00

who needs a boyfriend? i can break my own heart.

2005-03-20T12:54:00.000-08:00

-finals are over! -finals sucked. but i <3 retail therapy-i ate at cheesecake for the first time a few days ago-i <3 damien rice-my sister got into sd!-i went to a bar! less exciting than i expected. the bouncer was gerald's boss so he let me in :D-i prefer house parties. so much cheaper.-apparently my letters are going to be yellow on blue and a zip up hoodie? i am quite confused.-gerald makes

2005-02-10T09:50:00.000-08:00

-gerald and i are back together. -i gave up junk food for lent and he wouldnt believe that it was hard so now he's doing it with me. haha sucker. -i had three midterms yesterday. that sucked. -tuesday was mardi gras AND chinese new year's eve and i spent the entire night studying (for the aforementioned three midterms) -i have a prospectus due in three hours. i have zero pages so far. -this

2005-01-20T10:54:00.000-08:00

-lei out in santa monica last weekend. t'was fun until i sprained my toe. its a fantastic shade of purple now. -gerald was down here last weekend for a wedding. we hung out and i took him to get pizookies at bj's because he had never had pizookies before. -we talked but we're still as confused as before... maybe even more so. -santa barbara invitational this weekend, cant play because of

2005-01-03T19:13:00.000-08:00

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? drink a ton of alcohol. party like crazy. get partied out. drive a stick shift. drive a truck. drive fast. use turntables. go on a blind date. cook for someone else. have my heart broken. but i still have my memories. and some good stories :) 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? not really. i

2004-12-20T19:39:00.000-08:00

TEN random things about me 10. i like penguins 9. i love the color orange 8. i go to UCSD 7. i dont watch tv 6. i play ultimate frisbee 5. i like kimchee instant noodles 4. i have the same birthday as my sister 3. i have the prettiest car in the world 2. i love learning random languages 1. my name means honeybee in greek NINE places i've visited 9. rome 8. paris 7. london 6. germany 5.

2004-12-16T09:52:00.000-08:00

oh man i cannot even begin to explain how excited i am! i got an A- in econ (woot)! a C in latin (ugh) a B in mmw (ugh) but a C in math! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO. cause i honestly was expecting to fail that class. and i didnt! i didnt! omg im so happy right now. i was kind of expecting a better grade in mmw but eh, wtv. and latin i was hoping for a better grade but not expecting it based on how badly i

2004-12-10T22:54:00.000-08:00

three months of bliss and it all comes crashing down like this. gerald goes to san pedro the day before my finals so i can study. he sees friends, family, old memories. and the ex-girlfriend. he's supposed to be home by 8 or 9 and at 8:30 i call to see what sup. turns out he decided to stay overnight. and he had dinner witht he ex-girlfriend. but stupid me.. im not worried about her. i'd met her

2004-11-23T22:15:00.000-08:00

happy things -i am going home tomorrow -i saw crazy for you in thousand oaks -first ultimate tourney last weekend! -our rookies are awesome -they sell mochi ice cream in our dining hall. so good. -i learned from kelly's mom that it is "woe is i" not woe is me. -the whole apartment took the myers-briggs personality test -i am an ESTP. i used to be ENTP. none of us are the same type. -our apartment

2004-11-03T17:26:00.000-08:00

even though i voted for kerry yesterday (yes i voted! go me. freaking two-hour line. but i heard it got to five, even six hours later in the day, so i guess it was alright) i'm kind of glad bush won. cause then bush can screw up foreign relations even more for the next few years, and after that, no one could ever vote for a republican president again. and everyone else in the world will be like "

2004-10-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

gerald got into a car accident this morning on his way to work. first he called work, told them he was gonna be late, and then he called me. at 6:45 in the morning. wow.

2004-10-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

gerald came down this weekend. we played pool, played ultimate, and partied it up. and did the regular visitor stuff like seeing sun god and geisel and snakehead and getting sweatshirts at the bookstore. good times. i think i'll go up to visit him in a few weeks. i also purchased rainbow sandals this weekend. i drove up to san clemente with all the apartmentmates and we got rainbow sandals and

2004-10-13T14:46:00.000-07:00

instead of asking God "what did i do to deserve the bad things?" praise God for everything good in your life.

2004-10-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

so i did my laundry for the first time. mixed feelings about this laundry room. card swiping and using triton plus is v cool. losing a pair of orange running shorts and my favorite dark green sweater is not. i think they fell on the floor as i was taking them out of the dryer. and someone just came by, saw them, and picked them up. i didnt notice until a few minutes later when i was folding my

2004-10-04T14:54:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling morbid. and plus, this song is stuck in my head. In a cavern, in a canyon, excavating for a mine, dwelt a miner, forty-niner, and his daughter Clementine. Oh my darling, oh my darling, oh my darling Clementine, thou art lost and gone forever, dreadful sorry, Clementine. Light she was and like a fairy, and her shoes were number nine, herring boxes without topses, sandals were for

2004-10-02T13:39:00.000-07:00

last night was awesome. first i went to CV and got dinner with my apartmentmates. it was the first time we've eaten dinner together this year! so that was fun and exciting. i saw a bunch of people i knew there too, which was kind of weird and interesting. then jenn and i went to fall fest. we were a little late so we missed velvet teen which i was kind of bummed about, but if turns out that way

2004-09-30T13:40:00.000-07:00

my apartment is absolutely lovely. having a single is amazing beyond words. classes are going well i suppose. mmw is awesome because my prof has a british accent, which is just awesome. latin is fun because it is chamberlain and i like chamberlain, and also because i have been wanting to learn latin since middle school and now i finally am. math sucks but that is to be expected. at least i can go

2004-09-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

i am finally visiting people as i promised i would last year. like... the girls and alex at berkeley last week. and leo at usc today. we did the touristy things like the stars and the sid guy's handprint place. and we looked at the beach and went shopping and spent lots of time at cute/overpriced/useless stores like urban outfitters and anthropologie. i really liked a deck of cards at

2004-09-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

yay gerald came over last night! kind of funny cause i knew he'd do it, but he thought he was being all sneaky and unpredictable and surprising.silly boys. so yeah we did riddles (cannibals and missionaries anyone?) went and got pmt at ophelia's (yay cheap pmt) and we talked and talked and talked. then he left at like... 2:30ish, i slept at 3, somehow woke up at 8, loaded the car, and drove. and

2004-09-15T03:23:00.000-07:00

i said bye to gerald today. woke up early, drove up to navato, and that was fun because i took 280 to 19th instead of taking 101 though san francisco and it was a lot faster and there was no traffic and i just zoomed right through. i introduced him to pho. and we got coldstones. then i drove his car around for more than an hour! (his car is a stick shift by the way) so that was exciting. and then

2004-09-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

today was awesome. i got my driver's license in the mail. its not the best picture but its WAY better than the old one. for some odd reason, my hair looks hecka long and it looks like im not wearing any clothes, which is a bit peculiar but NOT IMPORTANT. AND i got my cell phone toooooo. i wanted red and white, not blue and silver, but its okay i'll deal. it took me forever but i transferred all

2004-09-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

it is september 11th so i feel like i ought to make a 9/11 post. ummm yeah i still remember the day it happened. tuesday.... talking about it in apush.... yeah thats about it. non-9/11 things. yesterday i went to berkeley with gerald, to visit and also so he could meet my friends. got lost and managed to get to oakland and alameda. went to dinner at the ghetto with amy tracy and tree. saw lots

2004-09-02T04:00:00.000-07:00

i just watched fight club! for the first time. it was amazing. i dont know if i liked it, but its definitely an incredible movie which you should definitely go see if you havent already. i'm gonna have to watch it again sometime. also borrowed american history x, the green mile, grave of the fireflies, and mystic river. yeah im kind of behind on the whole movie thing, but i'm working on it.

2004-08-17T14:54:00.000-07:00

im bored. i need a summer hobby or something. a little late for that i suppose... milton left on saturday. two weeks of crazy tourist business. san francisco, big basin, carmel, and lots of dim sum :P and i made him play ultimate with me too. muahahahah. and colin left a few days ago for a month in china. and a lot of people are going off to school soon like... next week or the week after. as

2004-08-08T03:09:00.000-07:00

back home. asia was fun, shopping, eating. now i'm just chilling and playin some ultimate to keep in shape. milton's been here so thats been interesting. visited my girls at berkeley. ate some odd pizza and some delicious gelato. took lots of pictures, including some in front of that bell tower and also ones while we were sitting in chairs at urban outfitters. yeah we're an odd bunch, but its

2004-07-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

im in japan. im bored. this hotel has free internet so im taking advantage of it. yay for free things. except its 11pm here but 7am at home so no one is online. japanese food is yummy. i love how there are tiny little portions of a lot of different things. and i love miso soup too. anddd monica and i have made it our little game to count how many people we see walking aorund with louis vuitton

2004-06-30T20:58:00.000-07:00

played cards, camped out, games of "i've never", talked, saw tons of random lynbrookians and speech and debaters.... yeah it was good times. waited in line for 36 hours to meet bill clinton, get my book signed, and shake his hand. totally worth it. on the downside, the dentist call me at 10am, told me a spot opened up, so i went to go get my fillings early and half asleep. and he wasnt happy

2004-06-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

argh my life is so confusing. and i cant even write about it for fear that the wrong person might read it. alksdjfhaiwsuehgawe.

2004-06-23T18:44:00.000-07:00

well... its summer. movies, reading, eating, and sleeping. hanging out with zee leo and tree. went bowling yesterday. played poker too. i won 13.80! too bad it was fake money. bought a car today. G35 and its mine! but it wont be here until the 14th and then i'll be in china so i wont even get to drive it until july 29th, or even august. thats okay its mine mine all miiiiiineeeeeeeeee :DD

2004-06-13T17:41:00.000-07:00

so i'm back home now and i guess it is time for the obligatory end of the year post. i love argo. i honestly dont see how anyone could not love it, but i guess college is really what you make of it, and you get out what you put it in. out of 10 suitemates, 4 are living in one apartment next year, 4 in another, and the last 2 with two other girls. funny how we all stuck together. friends made

2004-06-08T00:59:00.000-07:00

sooo this weekend. the weekend before finals. friday coed, sports club banquet, then achio's two-piece party. i dd'd and that was quite novel. saturday was psycho banquet, friday's for kat and stephen's bday, then grunion run. quite a busy weekend. and today i had my spanish final. that was good. tomorrow at 8am i have poli13. that will not be good. i am reading like a mofo. and on that note,

2004-06-01T23:51:00.000-07:00

From Yahoo News "Among German men, Porsche drivers were the least faithful, with 49 percent admitting infidelity, followed by BMW drivers at 46 percent. Among women, Audi drivers were the least reliable, 41 percent admitting to affairs." I drive a TT In other news, Kini has "more T's than A's" and Newbie says "The thumb is for the clitoris" Oh man. I love Psychos :)

2004-05-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

a few quotes from movies i've seen recently *************************************************** "As your leader, I encourage you from time to time, and always in a respectful manner, to question my logic. If you're unconvinced that a particular plan of action I've decided is the wisest, tell me so, but allow me to convince you and I promise you right here and now, no subject will ever be taboo.

2004-05-31T12:56:00.000-07:00

playing with plastique was awesome. they're a juniors team so most of the kids were in high school... some even in junior high. yeah imagine that. we get to sb, stay with kini's friend in FT. real dorms! that was pretty cool. we go out, wander around IV, but nothing really interesting happened. i got rejected for bathrooms though :P day one of playing was good. it was like... a combination of a

2004-05-28T02:49:00.000-07:00

Random thoughts -Loyalty -Amazing Grace -Santa Barbara I'd rather live my whole life assuming there is a God, only to find out that there isn't, than to live my whole life assuming there isn't a God, only to find out there is.

2004-05-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

may 27, 2004. a new birthday. iv then fridays. potato skins and riddles. and good talks. because im more important than spanish essays :P Amazing grace! How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now am found; Was blind, but now I see. ’Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, And grace my fears relieved; How precious did that grace appear The hour I first believed.

2004-05-26T11:26:00.000-07:00

i was bored and decided to bring my laptop to class with me so now i'm sitting in class and blogging and waiting for it to end. so umm... lets see. i dropped math! so i only had one class yesterday and that was v cool. kelly helped me sew so i fixed my psycho sweatshirt and i did a pretty good job on it so people cant even really tell unless they're actually looking at it! and mmw lecture is

2004-05-23T15:22:00.000-07:00

thought for the day: you can't be lost if you don't have a destination

2004-05-23T02:02:00.000-07:00

It's election day, and two men pass each other on the street. One man says to the other "so, how are you voting?" The man looks confused, but grudgingly says "I'm voting straight-ticket Republican. What about you?" "Well," says the other guy, "I'm voting straight ticket Democrat. So basically, our votes are just going to cancel each other out. Let's save ourselves the time and trouble and just

2004-05-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

updates on my life -i got a new purse and matching wallet from ae. its the island set in malt brown on the website if youre bored enough to look it up. -i got some new clothes too -the midterm was easy but i still failed it anyway because i blanked out and couldnt remember the formulas. and the whole test was basically just remembering the formulas because he doesnt let us use cheat sheets. -

2004-05-17T10:11:00.000-07:00

ultimate (for this year) is basically over. the seasons over, fish veggie game is over, alumni day is over. practices have been fun but basically a joke. tuesday we watched the fish veggie game. thursday we hot boxed with a few of the guys. friday we played coed which was awesome except i laid out without a shirt on and now i have a ton of scratches on my stomach x.x and saturday was alumni day!

2004-05-10T12:40:00.000-07:00

and since i love the guardian so much, here is another quote, from last thursdays opinion section about the crossword puzzle because its ridiculously accurate about everyone working on it during lecture instead of taking notes. "At such a numbers- and facts-oriented university, it seems curious that, when faced with a blank crossword puzzle, UCSD students suddenly appear to gain such an

2004-05-10T12:17:00.000-07:00

i figure i wont read this unless im in some kind of reminiscent mood, so i probably wanna post the things i wanna remember. from the guardian on april 19th in the opinion section regarding greeks pro: "Aside from maybe the Board Club and ultimate frisbee team, the Greeks are pretty much the only campuswide organizations that throw good enough parties for the average UCSD student to put down

2004-05-09T21:59:00.000-07:00

so i just got back from santa barbara. isla vista was fun as always. there was an earthquake at like 2am too. but anyway... it was regionals... the last tournament of the year for us. we beat arizona first game on saturday, were up 2-0 against usc when they forfeited cuz of injuries and stuff, and lost to claremont and la. day 2 we lost to arizona 8-7 with the hardcap on but its okay cuz we

2004-05-06T14:55:00.000-07:00

rezzies were amazing. everyone loved the food, the decorations, the ceremony, everything. i won outstanding community member. for revelle of all things. i'm really gonna miss everyone in revelle next year :[

2004-05-03T12:24:00.000-07:00

its hot here. 101°F to be exact. i have a midterm at 2 for which i have not done a lot of the reading. unfortunately, it is much too hot to read. my weekend was fantastic. beach practice, derby party, then the c and h party. yeah caucasian ;) rezzies are tomorrow and regionals are this weekend. spring quarter is crAzy!

2004-04-30T00:51:00.000-07:00

i got an orkut account! unfortunately theres thousands of people on it even though its supposed still beta. seems kinda sketchy to me but whatever. melissa, mel, mellie, and all things remotely related to my name or penguins were taken. so i got sanrio. probably not the best name for networking and such, but whatever. i dont think i'll be trying to network online all that much anyway. i also got

2004-04-28T15:28:00.000-07:00

i miss the simplicity of high school. i miss being able to take naps without having to worry about waking up in time for classes or meetings or practice. i miss being free after 2pm every day. im tired of having 90% of my grade depend on two or tests. im tired of having multiple essays due on the same day. i miss being friends with my teachers, and being able to go to them for help, or just to

2004-04-22T01:34:00.000-07:00

i changed my template. yay girlyness. i think i should post more. i skimmed my entries from the last two years and oh the memories. all the stuff i worried about seems so frivoulous now. then again, i guess all the stuff i worry about now is going to seem trivial in two years. two years. wow. its hard to believe i've had my blog for that long. actually its more like a year and a half. never

2004-04-22T01:23:00.000-07:00

What will you do to break the silence? UCSD Day of Silence 04-21-04

2004-03-30T12:45:00.000-08:00

john kerry spoke at ucsd today! how awesome is that?!

2004-03-24T01:34:00.000-08:00

not catalina 2004. too espicy. oh the memories.

2004-03-02T01:49:00.000-08:00

im so freaking stupid sometimes. im taking 4 classes. 4 examples of idiocy in the last week. WEEEEEEK. -got a C on my mmw paper because of MLA deductions. else i woulda gotten a B. -got a C on my math quiz because i forgot to substitute x back in for u. -got a C on my spanish quiz because i wash in a rush and forgot to answer 4 of the questions. -got a D on my polisci paper because i

2004-02-01T19:32:00.000-08:00

umm not much in my life. been playing a lot of frisbee, slacking on hw.... and... yeah thats about it. panthers lost but i still love them. carolina pride :)

2004-01-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

new year's eve in san francisco! pretty fireworks :D resolutions for 2004 1. be healthier 2. better time management 3. be nicer happy new year :)

2003-12-14T00:05:00.000-08:00

email i got. it made me laugh. some of it is pretty true. especially the one about home and about parties getting old. the science one is so true too. Before I came to college I wish I had known . . . . . . . That it didn't matter how late I scheduled my first class, I'd sleep through it anyway. That I could change so much and barely realize it. That you can love a lot of people in a lot of

2003-11-17T10:29:00.000-08:00

lets seeeee. my life hasnt been too eventful. midterms went alright i guess. mmw i got a 82 curved to a 87. polisci i got an 88. and spanish a 79. its hard to believe we're on the 8th week already. eeeek finals are in three weeks. its crazy how fast this quarter system goes by. dat phan (winner of last comic standing on nbc) will be at price center for free today so that ought to be good. and

2003-10-28T16:09:00.000-08:00

school is canceled. third day in a row. this is ridiculous.

2003-10-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

my mom visited me :) she brought my robe and been jerky and my recovery discs. and if that wasnt enough, we went shopping and got speakers, a printer, food, and tons of random other things. a bunch of ppl went to tj today but i wasnt in the mood for it. i filed and buffed my nails and did pilates instead. Thomas J Yang (1:29:34 AM): fatty Thomas J Yang (1:29:39 AM): fatty fat fat fat can you

2003-09-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

i've been at san diego for a week and i'm already starting to feel like its been at least a month. its not boring or anything, im just so used to this place and so used to my room. things i love at sd -to-go food at the dining halls. i enjoy being able to take my food out and eat it later. -dining halls that are open until 1am and the food is hella good -everyone here is so laid back -we have

2003-09-18T18:01:00.000-07:00

random things - leo accidentally directly connected so i figured i'd send him a screenshot of my desktop. turns out that leo and i are using the same visualstyle. what are the chances of that? opus natural in case you were wondering. - there was a tie in tetrinet and we're all geeks and we all took a screenshot of it. daphne started it. - i got my cume folder. its strange looking back on my old

2003-09-14T16:23:00.000-07:00

- yaaayyyy people that came all the way from berkeley. i was so surprised (in a good way) :DD - it was fun making the potato salad and the tuna thing and the spinach dip. thanks to all those that helped me make it - i'd wanted to see se7en for years and i finally did. complete with alternate endings and lovely commentary x.x - more polo stuff is always good. especially cuz i dont have any purses

2003-09-06T15:05:00.000-07:00

berkeley yesterday was fun. kinda strange how almost everyone at the party was from lynbrook. there was the australian fob, the ra, and then all lynbrook. amy, tracy, tree, mike jin, daphne, huiwen, david chen, and shamala (also visiting). it was good to see everyone again though. things i remember - tracy and amy have interesting suitemates. that australian guy to be specific. yamtai or

2003-09-04T16:39:00.000-07:00

summary of the last few days - gilroy was fun. i got shoes. and watches. and a cute bikini top that is NOT the thing that goes over your eyes when you sleep. - i climbed onto my roof and fixed my window screen. and taped the corners. yay because bugs cant fly into my room anymore. - my neverwinter has stopped working - identity was a good movie. in a trippy way. watch it. - jeepers creepers 2

2003-08-27T14:02:00.000-07:00

i drove to fremont yesterday and visited samantha before she left for hopkins. its quite pathetic how we could barely find anything to say even though we've barely seen each other at all this entire summer but i guess we can always email each other if necessary. i like how three college freshmen cant make a damn telescope work. no names cuz its too embarassing. mars was nothing especially

2003-08-25T03:32:00.000-07:00

i need a life. i spent hours messing with photoshop trying to make a wallpaper. and then i deleted it. the high point of my day yesterday was peeling eggs. thomas and zeewei know what im talking about :p

2003-08-23T03:36:00.000-07:00

ive been listening to this song called "calling you" by blue october for the last few hours. i im zeewei and he just HAS to tell me that blue october was the opening act at the eve6 concert. thats right. the FREE concert that i MISSED. i'd go kick him if it wasnt three in the morning. *sulks* *sighs*

2003-08-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

my mom and relatives left for tahoe yesterday morning and wont be back until thursday. which... is tomorrow unfortunately. yay for temporary freedom though. i went running at 7am yesterday. go me. the workers we hired to trim a tree broke our kitchen window. boo them. annnnndddd leo's leaving for usc today so we had a goodbye thing last night. we gathered at my house then went to tk. thennn he

2003-08-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

omg i dont believe myself. monica and i had planned to go to the eve6 thing downtown and we were all ready to go and then i found out it was yesterday. -___-;;

2003-08-11T20:58:00.000-07:00

home. finally. after ten flights (taipei, hongkong, beijing, shenzhen, taipei, sanfrancisco, london, rome, london, sanfrancisco) and spending over one month abroad (minus those three days in between asia and europe most of which i spent at franks anyway) im home. highlights of asia -cheap shopping -cheap food -great wall and my mini souvenir version of it. -one and two dollar ice cream. 12

2003-07-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

doing this survey stolen from inu because i just got back from beijing and there is no one online and im bored. LAYER ONE: -- Name: melissa -- Birthdate: 09.20.1985 -- Birthplace: santa clara california -- Current Location: shenzhen china -- Eye Color: light brown -- Hair Color: brown -- Height: almost 5'4" :D -- Righty or Lefty: right usually LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: umm.. well as this

2003-07-10T12:09:00.000-07:00

omg yaaayyyyyyyy! ucsd received my housing stuff on time! when i checked the date on the stamp it said "july 03, 2003" and i thought it said "july 08, 2003" and i was about to freak out cuz it was due on the 7th. but it made it on time! and now i can relax. oh. and major change of plans. we're leaving for china today instead of on sunday cuz my mom got her passport today sooo. yes. we're leaving

2003-07-08T14:50:00.000-07:00

the girls were gonna have a little girls night out thing on sunday and were gonna meet at my house and go play some frisbee and cook some dinner. we go to safeway and end up buying tv dinners because we're that lazy and then microwaved them at amy's house. tree comes and we go to miller to play frisbee because frank was playing ball at miller and he had some books of ours. we played some frisbee

2003-07-05T14:03:00.000-07:00

george carlin is so funny. and yet its so true... HOW TO STAY YOUNG (George Carlin) 1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him/her. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. " An idle

2003-07-05T05:08:00.000-07:00

You are the "Parents wish you werebetter" asian! You are almost perfect,with sat scores.. not quite high enough, andGPA a little below maximum possible. However,you are much more outgoing, you occasionallylie and cheat, and have lots of friends atschool. You are a perfectionist and never seemsatisfied with your life. If you are a guy,you gel your hair relgiously, and if you're agirl, you have

2003-06-30T22:41:00.000-07:00

stolen from edith because i am dreadfully bored. Last cigarette: never had one Last car ride: when i was driving earlier today? Last kiss: today Last good cry: havent had a good cry in quite a while Last library book checked out: years ago Last movie seen in theatre: charlies angels 2 Last movie rented: zoolander Last book read: first wive's club by olivia goldsmith Last cuss word uttered: "

2003-06-28T01:38:00.000-07:00

the erc orientation was alright. it was pretty boring other than signing up for classes. im taking math 20c, poli 12, mmw 1, and ltsp 2a. im gonna die x.x i found out that im gonna be staying in revelle's dorms cuz i sent in my housing stuff a bit late so yay argo for me. i cant find my housing contract tho.. and thats really not good. if i dont find it by monday im gonna call ucsd and figure out

2003-06-14T14:46:00.000-07:00

graduation: went alright. i didnt trip and fall when receiving my diploma so i guess that was good. thank you everyone for the grad gifts. i loooove the poster. i predicted it! i got skillss. and yay for aston martins :DD and the bear toooo. i loved stuffed animals :) and the rainbow pencils and gift cards and of course, the money ^^ grad night: was fantastic. marvelous. it was all that i had

2003-06-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

us cheap asian bums that didnt want to pay 15 dollars went to seabright beach :D it was all gray and cloudy but i still tanned...some... grrr to all the weird wood and charcoal things in the sand. boooo to the stupid volleyball and all the bruises i have now cuz of it x.x yay for yummy sandwiches :D and yay for tackle football too. heeheeee i got yenmin :D girls :) everyone :D then i

2003-06-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

grad gram: "wishing you best of luck" haha thanks morgan. how incredibly sweet :p and i'll make sure i hang out with your brother at sd. jkjk. thank you x100000 for the pretty cap tho! and you STILL havent signed my yearbook! >:O tracy's bday thing: nemo was cuteeeee. so what if there is no plot? nemo and peach and bloat were soooo adorable :]] fresh choice was... fresh choice? there isnt really

2003-06-06T02:30:00.000-07:00

shopping with tree again. i got a beyoootiful bikini. overpriced but lovely nonetheless. and i got a cute little pink bag too. 2fast2furious at 12:01 am. goooood stuff. it feels so awesome to be done with school. <3 to everyone that went. and everyone else too i suppose.

2003-06-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

shopping for bathing suits with tree has made me realize that losing weight is not enough. i still haven't lost the fat around my stomach and my thighs, making finding fitting bikini bottoms nearly impossible. not that anyone needed to know that. at least all the tops fit ^^ tom amazingly enough had never eaten arby's before so we had arby's for dinner. it was the first time i didnt share a meal

2003-05-26T19:44:00.000-07:00

street art at santana row. laughing at diesel clothes. exchanges at old navy. handicapped parking. moreland west advisory council meeting. fashion show. shopping at valley fair. longs target and safeway just to buy gummy bears. counting the bears. burping contests. wrestling. rolling off the bed with monica. leaving me in parking lots. tapioca express. jamba. starbucks. top. carrows. quiznos.

2003-05-22T17:17:00.000-07:00

my mom had a nightmare last night. she dreamt that i decided to go live with morgan instead of going to sd. ::cracks up::

2003-05-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

Pissarro. Avenue de l'Opera, Place du Theatre Francais Misty Weather. 1898. its the most incredible painting i've ever seen. i want it on my wall :(

2003-05-18T22:43:00.000-07:00

prom wasnt that bad. okay sure, i had some issues with jason. some major MAJOR issues. but the prom itself wasnt that bad.. i guess i was kind of annoyed a lot of the night but in retrospect, i had a lot of good times too. to start off, all the tree girls looked ravishing ;) and my hair makeup and stuff all went pretty smoothly. i had so much foundation on that i looked hella pale but i guess in

2003-05-18T13:03:00.000-07:00

And it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend Someone that understands Sees through the master plan But everybody's gone And I've been here for too long To face this on my own Well I guess this is growing up

2003-05-17T13:46:00.000-07:00

i saw the most incredible thing ever today. we were driving on 87 and there were hundreds of motocycles in the left lane. they just kept coming and coming... and they were all sparkling and clean and gorgeous. there must have been at least a thousand. and i just stared in awe of the beauty of it.

2003-05-16T14:30:00.000-07:00

yeah im fucking pissed at my sister. "its your own fault you crashed it.. no one made you run into the wall.. its not like i was driving it... its your own fault you dont have a car" yeah sure its my fault. i know that already. she doesnt have to keep telling me all the fucking time.

2003-05-15T16:44:00.000-07:00

i didnt go to class today. i just stayed in mcmillans room and studied between the ap tests. macro sucked but micro was alright. i ran out of stickers! ::high fives to huiwen since she ran out of stickers too:: minor amusements ;p no more ap tests. ever. hell yeah :D

2003-05-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

correction. my car isnt totaled. not by the 70% definition at least. its just completely butchered and undrivable. so basically we're getting it repaired then like... trading it in for something else? or something like that. i dont really get it. i just know that i probably wont be driving anytime soon, which is perfectly fine with me. morgan and i finally decided a stats topic! gummy bear

2003-05-11T11:48:00.000-07:00

i totaled a fifty thousand dollar car ._. i was picking up tim cuz he needed a ride to the conference and i was already pretty late so i was in a rush and i hit a curb a little hard. i noticed the wheels werent aligned correctly and i'd start moving left if i let go of the steering wheel but i figured it wasnt that bad so i continued to pick up tim. he got in the car and agreed that it wasnt

2003-05-10T01:46:00.000-07:00

the idc dance was fun. way better than i expected. spent most of the night with the juniors but its okay. they're pretty cool :P and i had a hella good talk with ankit after the dance. yay good times :] its tomorrow. tomorrow! gahhhhhh. months of planning and hard work culminating into one event. actually, its today, considering im supposed to be there in five and a half hours to start setting

2003-05-08T23:46:00.000-07:00

yeah i never took it. but now i'm bored and i dont feel like being productive. so here. My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Tempestuous Shizzlemah.What's yours?Powered by Rum and Monkey.

2003-05-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

the american dream the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald death of a salesman by arthur miller the american dream by edward albee a soldier's play by charles fuller

2003-05-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)ModerateLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)HighLevel 2 (Lustful)LowLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very LowLevel 7 (Violent)

2003-05-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

i got a 7 on my centaur essay in english. it looks like i might actually do decently on the english ap exam! i want a four or a five. but then spanish... is a whole different story. i'm just hoping that i pass... hooray for random walks in the middle of the night. well, midnight. but its on a school night so thats basically the middle of the night. and boooooo to police officers looking for